Holy Macaroni, I've been in such a bad mood lately it's not even funny.
Here's 10 reasons why I'm feeling so.....___________:
1)I woke up Monday morning with a cold, my throat feels like it's burning up.
2)I have a big midterm tomorrow, and I'm sooooo not ready for it.
3)I have an essay due tomorrow, and it sucks.
4)I feel so unprepared for Fiddler. I mean, tonight's rehearsal was supposed to be
scenework mostly, and the 1st half hour they did numbers that have been worked on forever, and then we didn't even get to the end of Act 1 with scenes. I was so excited to be Hodel because I know usually Footlight is a very organized company - usually we would have the show done by now. But I've only gotten to do scenes once, and not even running them again in rehearsal! One of my scenes isn't even blocked yet, and we open in less then a month! I know things will work out for the best, I just wish I knew what I was doing in the scenes and that I could've run them in rehearsal a few times. Plus, people are starting to annoy me in the cast, because they just can't shut up! I know I can be loud, but once I'm given a warning or someone else is, I'll stop. Seriously - I want people to just zip their traps and
LISTEN so we won't have to run songs a billion times because they don;t know what they're doing.
I'm sorry if I'm sounding like a complete crab and diva, but seriously, I was practically in tears tonight because I'm so afraid I won't know what I'm doing for the show. We have exactly 23 days until opening. Lord, help me.
5)I've been overly tired lately, and I've been getting the right amount of sleep so I don't know what is wrong with me.
6)I didn't get to see Lauren while she was here.
7)I feel like a nobody lately - I feel alone.
8)I'm poor, yes i spend money anyways.
9)Daniel's accident.
10)How I'm so grumpy lately.
So, there's my rant. I'm sorry is anyone gets offended my reading this, but like I said, I'm in a grumpy mood and I'm a jerk lately, so I Apologize.
Tootles