A Bad Person?

Lately I've been contemplating this phrase in my head. But not only that.....A bad friend, a bad girlfriend, a bad anything really.

I don't mean to sound melodramatic and negative, but it's true. I've come across things that I do on a daily basis that aren't the best thing to do. And yet, it seems to normal to me because I've grown accustomed to it.

I'm finding that I always double book plans. Or that I'll cancel plans because I just don't feel like doing them that day. And it's not like I intentionally want to do this, I'm just finding that I don't get in the mood to go to these "plans". And then the people who I make these plans with get mad and defensive (as I would if a friend backed out plans with me).

But why do I do this? Is it pure laziness? Or is it something else?

I think I do it for many reasons. Actually, a few too many to write down in this blog.


For whomever I've hurt, I am deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. I think I need to find more of who I am and how I want to live life. And right now, I just honestly don't know.


Tootle Tip.

Feel like writing....

I don't know exactly what I want to write, all I know is that I feel like writing. So I guess I'll write whatever comes out!


Well. Over the past few years it has been dawning on me on how much I loathe and depise money. Seriously. Well, actually, I loathe and despise not having as much as I want.

It's not that I want to be a kajillion-aire just for the sake of having the name. I just want enough to be able to afford a house for myself (or even an apartment!) for later on in life so that I'll be able to raise a family.... (and so that I can move out and be able to live life more independently).

But everyone in my generation is kind of....welll......jipped! Housing now is SO expensive, it's surprising how people are able to afford it being payed the wages they are today.

Not that I'm conplaining.....it just seems ridiculous to me.


But I guess that I'm just going to have to know that God will provide for me. I'm just going to have to be patient and wait it out, I guess.



In other news I got my haircut today. It's pretty swell.




I think that's all for now.


Tootle Tip!

I'm Back and FREEEEEE

Well, I've been home from Australia for almost two weeks now. And I WANT TO GO BACK!A World Youth Day "Welcome" in the sky - JUST for us!

Our group carried around these Jesus signs - VERY helpful if any of us lost our way!

Kristin, Alana and I -
two girls I love very dearly and whom I became very close to -
on the beach of Surfer's Paradise!

I had an amazing time there, I learned so much spiritually and Australia in itself was beautiful.

Whenever someone asks me "How was Australia?" I never have a stright answer. The truth is that SO much happened to me over those 2.5 weeks that I don't really know where to start! Overall my mission team was AMAZING - they were all on fire for Christ and we were really supportive of one another. I surely miss them - and I am hoping to keep in touch with them.

Honestly, if you have any specific questions, that would probably be easier for me to answer. All in All - I LOVED IT!

My Lindbjerg summer camp (Alice in Wonderland) is now over. The week went by really fast but I am SO proud of all my students. They made me very proud!!

Now I have the rest of the summer to do what I haven't done in awhile - REST, HAVE FUN, and RELLLAAAXXX! It's the first time in years where I don't have any show to do, where I don't have any work, and where I am as FREE as a bird!

It's going to be a great end of the summer, I think it is exactly what I needed.

Anyways, I think that's all for now.

Tootle Tip!