Ahh! It's Almost Here!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

OH MY GOODNESS! Can you believe, that my spiritual journey begins in only 3 days! I am just so anxious I can barely sleep! I'm just so excited!


Also:

HAPPY CANADA DAY!


I think this will probably be my last blog before I leave, since I'm not bringing my laptop to Aussie land, and because I'm not sure if I will have access to internet.....

So, everyone have a good July, a GREAT canada day, and PLEASE pray for me and my group as we travel to spread the good news of the lord!

Tootle Tip!
(...or as the Aussie's say, G'Day!)

Time for another one!

Hello world!

Well, everything is almost done! Lindbjerg's Year End show is this weekend, and after that I have about two weeks of absolutley NOTHING. Nothing "work" related anyways. I'm really looking forward to it.

Then on July 4th is the start of my World Youth Day Mission! For those of you who don't know, I'm heading to Australia in a few weeks to participate in World Youth Day with about 46 (I think) people from a group I am with called Catholic Christian Outreach. And I am SO looking forward to it! What is World Youth Day, you ask? Well let me tell you!!

As Wikipedia states, World Youth Day is....

a youth oriented Roman Catholic Church promotional event aimed at young people. While the event itself celebrates the Catholic faith, young people are invited without discrimination.[1] World Youth Day is not associated with International Youth Day or any of the international observance days.
World Youth Day was initiated by Pope John Paul II in 1984. It is celebrated on a diocesan level annually, and at a week-long international level every two to three years at different locations. The international level events attract hundreds of thousands of youth from almost every country on the planet. It is a major part of the upsurge in Catholic Youth Work in some countries over recent years; for example, the Director of Catholic Youth Services for England and Wales has said of the event that it would have far-reaching effects, not restricted to those who attended.[2]


I think this is going to be one of the most inspiring events of my ENTIRE like. I know it is going to have a big impact on me. Imagine.....thousands of catholics by my side, feeling the same way I do, being with God and the Holy Spirit. WOW!

Anyways, That's about it for now.

Tootle Tip!

Anticipation

It's funny.

In recent years, I've literally been on a roller coaster of thoughts.

And although this seems normal, and it probably is -- to me it seems unnatural and odd.

And today, I've realized what it is that makes it seem so weird to me.

I constantly have this anticipation in me, waiting for something exciting to happen in my life.
And because exciting things don't happen to me too often, I slump back into my thoughts and start feeling negative feelings, like lonliness, rejection, stupidity, and so on.

And I constantly compare myself to others who get exciting things in their lives constantly, and I become jealous. Inwardly jealous, which is the worse jealousy of all.

And I know why these people get these exciting things. Because they actually try for it and succeed. They're not scared to actually reach for their dreams and goals.

And for some reason, I am. I'm petrified. And I think that's why I am so introverted when it comes to life. I steer clear of situations and events that could potentially ruin me.

Why? Why can't I just go for my dreams?
Because I think I'm prone to thinking unsuccessfully.

April is a busy month!

Hello avid Amanda bloggers, there probably aren't many, if any of you, but that's okay.

Well, classes are over, but I still have one exam left!! And get this -- it's on a Saturday! How lame is that?! Who makes exams on Saturday's!? Ridiculous!

I am also getting ready for two upcoming shows that I have directed/choreographed:
Willy Wonka with the Lindbjerg Academy &
Alice in Wonderland with Xtreme Theatre

I'm really excited for both to be coming together in one whole show!!! They are both happening in May.

Right now I am also in a show called Adventures in Art, which we have a dress rehearsal/tech for tomorrow, and our first show to an audience is Thursday night! The show was written by the very first director who accepted me into community theatre, and it's such a fun and upbeat show!!

Lastly, it was my mom and dad's 25th wedding anniversary last wednesday, so my sister and I are having a little party for them Saturday night. It's going to be super fun. Appie's, music, and a lot of older people drinking! Wahoo!

Anyways, I think that's about it (for now). Got to go study! (And watch Big Brother...hehehe)

Tootle Tip!

Hap-Hap-Happy Easter!

Wow! I cannot believe that it is EASTER already! And that classes end in like 2 more weeks. Life is insane.

Not much to update on. . but let me see what I can squeeze out.

First and foremost. . . I GOT MY HAIRCUT!! It's really short. I'll take some easter pictures and post them up in my next blog.

Also - me and my friend Josh have started our own youtube channel (because we are cool like that) and you should check us out! (That is, if our first video EVER uploads. . . ).

http://www.youtube.com/TheAmandaAndJoshShow


In other news, I still haven't decided what to do in the Fall. Should I go back to school? Should I just quit and start working? Ugh. Life is so complicated.

Anyways, I think that's all for now. Have a blessed Easter!!!

I Just Don't Understand It.

It's official - I suck at auditions.

I don't know what it is. I thought I did really well at my Triple Sensation Audition. I was almost sure I would get a callback.

And of course I didn't.

I don't know why I psyche myself out about these things. I mean, really, it's no huge deal. You win some and you lose some.

It just is a real blow to my confidence (since I already lack this in my life). Honestly, I don't think I've ever really had self-esteem or confidence when it comes to me performing, strangely enough. I never think of myself as good enough.

Maybe that's why my auditions blow. Because I show that I have this lack of confidence.

But who knows, really. Maybe this is just a way of God telling me that I'm not meant to be a performer. And that's a tough thought to actually realize and come to know.

Scary stuff.

See? I told you I'd update!

So, like I said, I'm going to try and keep this up to date. Here it goes!

School is going fine, but I'm actually disliking it a lot. And it's to the point where I just want to finish this semester off and then never ever go to school again. But it sucks because I technically need some sort of degree or something to actually have money. Like, a career. Not some crummy job at Save on Foods for the rest of my life (not that I would work there anyways). So I guess what I'm saying is I'm trying to decide what to do.

Life has been pretty tiring lately. My grandpa was rushed for an emergency surgery on Thursday. He's been in the hospital since. But he seems to be getting better.

Theatre stuff is going. Lindbjerg's Advanced show is opening next week -- come see it! It's playing at The Act in Maple Ridge (and I can't write the show name on here due to rights and whatnot - if you're curious of the show ask me!) I'm in the show, by the way. I'm a pirate and an Indian. (Hope that gave a clue of what the show is!)

I'm auditioning for Triple Sensation on Sunday (yes, I am a dork like that). I'm completley and utterly anxious and nervous already -- I don't think this is good for my heart! Bahaha. Aw well.

I think that's pretty much it.

Tootle Tip!

Helloooooo Blogging World!

It's been awhile.

I sure have missed thee.

I'm okay with people not reading this. It's still something to do for me. (And if others would like to join me on that journey, that it great too.)

Things Up To Date.....Hmmm...

Well, things have ben kind of slowing down for me after a remount of High School Musical at the Bell Center in Surrey. Now I'm concentrating (or trying to) on school. Which I don't like very much, by the way. I'm trying to think of options that I'll actually enjoy.

Anywho, I'm currently co-directing and choreographing Alice in Wonderland for Xtreme Theatre. The kids are an absolute BLAST and they are so talented. The show is really shaping up and I am really proud of the kids.

I'm also assistant directing and assistant choreographing Willy Wonka Jr. for Lindbjerg. That is also wonderful, the show is going to be really cute.

I'm also preparing myself to audition for Triple Sensation. I'm a little nervous/anxious already, and the registration date isn't until March 2nd. Maybe I'm just a keener. I', mostly nervous because I usually blow auditions. Sure I have the odd few which go extremley well, but most of the time my nerves get the best of me and I don't really perform to my fullest. So I'm working hard to work on that.

Also - I'm going to World Youth Day in Australia this summer! I'm so stoked. I'll be going with 46 other members of CCO from Canada. It's going to be an amazing experience and I cannot wait!!!

Anyways, I think that's all for now. Hopefully I'll do more of this blogging business soon.

Tootle Tip.

No one blogs anymore!!

It's sad, really. It seems that Facebook has taken over the web. Even I, miraculously, have forgotten that I even OWN a blog the past few months. Then today, Hallelujah! I remembered. Not that anyone reads these anymore. I guess i'm just doing this for myself now....

School starts tomorrow, and I'm headed off to my brand new school, SFU. It's scary to think that I'll be going into my 3rd year of post secondary education. It's also scary to think that I'll no longer have anyone holding my hand throughout my schooling. Yikes.

As for other things, High School Musical rehearsals also start tomorrow, which should be super fun. It'll definitley be a change from doing Footlight shows, and I'm going to certainly miss my Footlight Family of 5 years.

I am also teaching for Lindbjerg again this year. Not only Lindbjerg though - I also got offered a job for Xtreme theatre - a musical theatre company for homeschooled children. I am really excited and I know it's going to be really fun.

So, it looks like I'm going to have my hands full for the fall - which is a good thing, I suppose.

I'll try to remember that i own a blog and update this thing more often!!

All for Now!

AHHH

It makes me sad that blogging is going downhill.

Oh well.


I've been working at Pajo's Fish & Chips for about three weeks now. I'm having fun and the people there are super nice.

Grease opens tomorrow night!! Yippee!!

I went to Playland yesterday and now my chest is as red as a lobster. It makes me sad.

Next week I start teaching for Lindbjerg Academy's Summer School! That'll be tons of fun!!

And lastly, I have to register for SFU classes soon - but I have NO idea what to take!!

PS - talk to me on facebook. No one uses this thing anymore :(

All Done.

Well, All the Lindbjerg shows are finito! (Besides year end recital, but meh).
It's actually quite nice to just sit at home and relax a little.

I'm also in the midst of grease rehearsals, and let me tell you - I am SOO stoked about this show! The cast is phenomenal, and the choreography is sweet! I certainly sweat up a storm in rehearsals (let me tell you!). It's actually pretty nasty because I end up getting these pit stains and well.....we all know how that is.

Also, This Saturday I'm going to my callback for High School Musical! Most of the oarts are already cast, but I'm still super excited to be called back for Ensemble (because we all know that being in the chorus is sweet). Wish me luck!!

ALSO - Thanks to the wonderful Karen Bunka, I may have a part time job lined up at Pajo's!! That is, if the manager decides to hire me. I really hope to get the chance to work there because I am in desperate need to do something this summer other than sit on my bum during the day and head to rehearsals/shows @ night!!

What else.....Oh! I bought the new Maroon 5 CD and the Regina Spektor CD and I am LOVING them! *sigh*.

I think that's all for now!

Tootle Tip.

Checking In.

Hi all who still reads this!!

Hope everyone is well.

Just wanted to update my life!! (so that creepers won't get mad at me anymore *cough* Eli *cough*).

Well, Anne'd first week of performances came and went and I feel very honoured and blessed to be in such a show! Being the eldest in the cast (besides our lovely Matthew, of course), I am so privledged to work with such young and talented performers. Each one gives it their all. Not to mention that playing Marilla is one of the biggest challenges I've had in my theatre life. I really hope whoever reads this can make it out to my last performance - May 26th at 7:30pm. I promise you that you will not be disappointed!!

As for other things, Grease is going well (even if I have only been to 2 rehearsals). It's going to be an awesome show, and I'm really excited for it!!

I am also currently getting ready for another show - The Jungle Book! I helped assistant direct and choreograph the show! The oldest in the cast is 12 I believe, it's a really cute show and I'm excited to get it into the theatre and running!

I auditioned for Uncle Randt's High School Musical - but I have not heard anything from them. Hopefully I will soon!

That's about it for now - later days!!

I've just been so full of news lately...

Ok, so after weeks of contemplation....I've finally decided to become an SFU student. So, I am offically attending SFU in the fall. Woo. It's actually pretty relieving to make a decision finally.

In other news, I got into Theatre Under the Stars' Grease as a chorus member! So I'm super stoked for that - rehearsals start May 13th. I'm going to be so busy with that! I rehearse 4 times a week, and then when the show opens we run every second night (19 shows all together, me and my sister counted!) It'll be a fabulous show though - I know most of the cast and the one's I don't know I sort of met during the audition process and everyone seems really nice. Yay!

Umm, so me and my friend Candice are watching the midnight showing os Spiderman 3 tomorrow (Woo Hoo!) So excited for that.

Anne opens in like 2 weeks. It's insane how fast time flies. For those of you who want to come see us perform, I play Marilla on the Following Dates:

Friday May 18 - 7:30pm
Sunday May 20 - 2:00pm
Saturday May 26 - 7:30pm

The show is playing at the Inlet Theatre in Port Moody.
If you would like more details feel free to email me!!

Woot.

OKAY. This is more news - short.

I booked an audition for Uncle Randy's Production of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! My audition is May 6th. Wish me luck!

Woo Hoo!

I have very very very exciting news!!

I'M DONE WITH SCHOOL AT DOUGLAS! I finished my last exam about an hour ago and I'm so thankful it's all over!!

Now I have much more time on my hands to do more IMPORTANT things (like memorizing my lines from Anne). That'll be superb.

Saturday night Catholic Christian Outreach had it's Spring Banquet - a rap up of the school year. Here are some pictures to share!!

Here's Kerry, Aleisha, and myself before dinner! Aleisha was a member on staff this year, and she left to go back to Ottawa today! *tear*

Me and Jared!! Aw, Cute cute, I know.

Me and the parentals!

Me and my friends Carolyn, and Jen. We were all on CCO Douglas' Student Leadership Team, The "Jaci Jung 5" (Long story)!!

Here is one of my fave pics - the gals in Black, Red and White!!

I'm back!!

After 40 long days and nights I can finally come back to my beautiful websites in which I gave up for Lent. Yay! By the way, Happy Easter.

Lots to be updated on, I suppose. Okay. Where to start...

School ends on Wednesday, and I am so excited. Then 2 exams and I'm outta there! Yess!

Unfortunate news is that I did not get accepted into UBC like I hoped. Therefore I think I'll be taking a year off and working (or something like that). I'm still pretty up in the air with everything so I'm just trying to figure out what I should do. I've been going between a lot of options in my head, such as auditioning for a theatre school, going to SFU, or even applying to a evangelizing youth program out in Ottawa for a year. I don't know. I mean, I know I'm still young and all, and that I have my whole life ahead of me.....I just wish I knew where to start.

As for theatre stuff, Anne of Green Gables is coming up in May, so that should be exciting. I'll give more info when it comes nearer to the show. It feels like I haven't done a Lindbjerg show in forever, it'll be nice to be on a small stage again.

I auditioned for TUTS, but haven't heard anything back, unfortunately. I'm trying to be as patient as I can but my gut feeling is that I didn't get in. Which is okay, it just means I can make more money. But it's also sad because I won't be doing a musical anytime soon after Anne (I don't think).

Umm. Last night I went to my first club (yeah, it took me 8 months after my 19th birthday to go to one). It was for my friends birthday, and we had a grand time. It was nice to see a bunch of my friends from high school whom I hadn't seen in a long time.

Nothing too exciting is happening in my life right now, I'm just waiting for something to spark up. Once it does, I'll inform you guys (that is, if you guys are still really addicted to blogging and whatnot.....I know Randy is :) ).


Later Days!!

My life updated. I think.

Hey guys!

Well, where to start? Firstly, I got my hair cut! Wooo! I usually go a whole year without cutting my hair....so it feels nice and short! Here's a pic (you can kinda see it):

Insane, is it not? Especially since my hair was past my boobs prior to this cut. I love it though, it makes me happy inside!

I also hope everyone had a splendid Valentines Day! I sure did. Jared and I went to eat at Subway (it's a tradition) and then we rented Bram Stoker's Dracula. (Such romantics, eh?) It was plain and simple and we had a great time.

As for other news...I'm auditioning for TUTS a week from today, and I'm still struggling on a second song to sing. Hmm...

What else.

OH YEAH

I'm going to go see Switchfoot tomorrow night! and then I'm seeing Tenacious D the next night. It shall be good times....I haven't been to a concert in a long time (I used to be a total concert junkie...until 2nd semester of college) so I'm really excited to be going to two in two days.

One last thing - I found out that my friend Candice is moving to LONDON for 6 months to live avec her papa. How jealous am I? Very.

Tootles.

Take My Picture, Charlie Brown.

I made a video for my cast of Charlie Brown the other day.


Sigh, memories.

Do you know what really Grinds my Gears?

Do you know what really Grinds my Gears?
-When people change who they are in order to please others.
-When you've worked really hard and long in theatre, and people who have had less experience get bigger roles.
-When there's no more chocolate chips in the cupboard to make chocolate chip cookies.


Hi All!

Hope everyone's well.
Well, I'm certainly not well - and neither is my family. We've all caught this ridiculous cold (except Mel) and it's really draining. I'm freezing silly right now and my head is all dizzy. Darn.

Other than that, I'm alright!!

I went to UBC last night for a little session about the school. I'm really excited about leaving Douglas and heading to a "big kid" school!! I'm a big kid now.

Also, I'm really excited about TUTS auditions. It'll be my first time auditioning, so it shall be an experience!!

Anyways, I'm starting to get too cold to type now, I'll write more later!

Tootles

Don't know what my title should be called woo hoo.

Since I'm waiting to recieve an email from my History Partner, I decided to blog.

Sunday was the Ovation Awards and I want to congratulate everyone who won!! I could not believe how much talent was in that room. It was great to be able to perform in Charlie Brown and Fiddler again - good times! I truly miss Charlie Brown though and it made me a little sad. Anyways, the night as a whole went quite well.

Right now I'm a pretty busy girl, with school, teaching, and CCO. I am now a part of CCO's leadership core team, which is super exciting, and we're already organizing our first event!! I'm also leading a faith study this semester, so I'm pretty excited about that!!

What else? I'm auditioning for Canadian Idol on Sunday because I'm cool like that. I auditioned last year and since I didn't get a callback for Triple Sensation, why not?? I figure it's always a good experience to go to as many auditions as you can, even if they're sort of ridiculous.

Hmm ... yeah life is pretty bleh right now. Once something exciting happens I'll let you know.

Tootles.